With my senior year behind me, I can say it’s been a pretty unbelievable couple of semesters, for so many reasons. So much has happened since I posted in August that I figured it was time for an update…
This year, I had nine performances of several of my pieces. One of the highlights was having the Belmont Orchestra perform Out of Ashes twice this spring: once at the annual Classical Performers Concert, as the winner of the Composition Competition, and once at the Tennessee Music Education Association Conference. I’ve learned so much from my peers over the last four years, so it was wonderful to hear them play my work—not to mention that they gave it such incredible performances!
In March, I took a solo road trip down to Columbus, Mississippi, for Mississippi University for Women’s inaugural Music by Women Festival. I was invited to perform my solo piano composition, Agitato, and I felt it was one of the strongest performances I’ve given it. I met so many wonderful people there, it was a great experience, and I learned so much. At most of the festivals I’ve attended, they’ve consisted primarily of other musicians my own age, but at MBWF, there were mostly professors and a few grad students. I felt like I caught a glimpse of what I could be doing in another ten years, so it gave me a lot to consider.
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Unfortunately, something I cannot add to this list of updates is graduation. I spent the last four years taking summer classes and meticulously planning my schedule to be sure I would finish both my Composition and Audio Engineering degrees without taking an extra semester, but despite my best efforts, life transpired against me last summer and threw a wrench in all my plans.
I don’t feel like getting into what happened, but suffice it to say that it was bad and unexpected, so I had no choice but to take fewer classes at a time this year. Consequently, I now need another semester to graduate. It really pulled the rug out from under me, so I’m still trying to figure everything out and move forward. Yet despite the bad things that happened in the summer, I’ve had a lot of good things happen over the last few months, so I try to stay positive.
Because I don’t graduate until this fall, it probably means I won’t start graduate school until fall of 2018, so now I have to figure out what I’ll do in the time off that I’ll have. Interning? Teaching? Composing? Just decompressing and trying to figure out life? Hopefully all of the above. And there’s always the possibility that I’ll take another year off, or maybe I won’t go to graduate school, depending on what opportunities come my way. Who knows?
But what’s coming up in the near future?
I’ll be away for a lot of this summer, studying composition at a couple of summer music festivals. I can’t wait!
In the meantime, I’m back in the studio composing and preparing for my second solo piano album. I know I keep saying it’s about to come out, but this time I mean it for real: the release date is set to coincide with my senior recital in November. I’ll be talking about this more soon, so stay tuned!
Well, there you have it—the latest goings-on in my life. After all the setbacks over the summer, I’m all the more grateful to have had so many opportunities and performances this year. I think I’ll try to keep this blog more up-to-date this summer, so I hope you’ll stick around…